Went to the recruitment agency. What a shambles. They were completely unorganised and it was the most unprofessional looking place. Never mind. I went, I held my nerve and I should be proud- so why do I just keep worrying about the next scary thing?
I have had an email from a job which sounds perfect for me. It's working pretty much on my own for a lady who has her own Jewellery business, concessions and shops. She is on the road most of the time and I would be the admin person dealing with all the boring bits back at the office. Suits me down to a T. I can't face a busy open plan style office with meetings and knob-heads!! Fingers crossed on that one.
The palpitations are terrible today. It's the first day of TOTM and I am convinced it's related to hormones. I've read that Magnesium really helps with this, so I'm going to get some tomorrow and find out. I really hope it does, because although they are nothing to worry about they are annoying, take my breath away and unnerve me.
Hi Jenny, you should be very proud of yourself! Keeping my fingers crossed for you for the admin job.
ReplyDeleteI'm also convinced that anxiety is worsened considerably by hormones. I think it's about time someone investigated the link between the two. Can guarantee if I'm feeling depressed, anxious and unable to get out anywhere without becoming a complete mess, well, it'll be hormone time. Never heard of magnesium helping, that's very interesting. Vitamin B6 for TOTM but again, I'm not sure how or what it does.
Sending good vibes and hoping you get your wish. Stay strong lovely lady. x x
Hi CC
ReplyDeleteThank you darling, half of me thinks the job is just what I need, the other half keeps telling me I can't do this, I'll mess it up again and end up with a breakdown again. Oh dear.
May try B6 too as I've heard it's good for the mood side of things. Not sure why either! It's these palpitations that are really getting me down though- as we know, physical sensations are not great for Anxious Annies!!!
xxx