My new job is the biggest blessing that could have happened to me. After my last job, in 2008, that had a very bad affect on me, this is a million worlds away.
OK, it's not going to set the world on fire but I'm happy. I work with nice people, we laugh most days and I feel very relaxed around them.
I even got a £3000 pay rise after being here only 3 months! I think i'm doing something right! See- being an Anxious Annie does have it's positives- i'm really thorough and hate to make mistakes!
I know inside how I felt 3 years ago. I was falling apart, I thought I was going mad and I was really, really scared. I also know how different I feel today. Things can get better. Trust in it and keep working at it. Don't give up. Don't accept that this is who you are now. It's not.