Oh yes my loves. I will be working full time from Monday! I am very nervous about it, obviously, but I'm pleased. During the interview (it was more of a casual chat) I had to battle the negative thoughts, but I tried to focus on what we were chatting about and quiet my silly inner critic. For some reason I started thinking I was going to be sick. Ridiculous! Have I ever just suddenly been sick? no! Usually one doesn't just projectile vomit in the middle of a conversation out of the blue! Still, as we know, anxiety is not very rational.
I managed to get through it well, and we were all grinning like idiots by the end of it. I left and my mobile rang and they ask me to pop back and offered me the job! I think it'll be a fun working environment. It's going to be really busy but maybe that's for the best. Occupied minds have no time to wander. They are two blokes who are roughly my age, so we should get on well. I have to keep telling myself that this is NOT going to be like the last job. I will NOT end up like that again. I'm scared.
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