My Mum has fallen off the wagon. Not in huge way, but I'm scared. I'm scared she won't be able to pull herself back; that this will mark a new episode in a new series of the descent into the throws of alcoholism at it's most devastating.
More tomorrow when my eyes are not so sore.
Big hugs from me, its not easy to watch some one you love start to drink again, from some one who used to drink all the time for a period of two years and from some one who also has a mum that drinks i can see both sides of the coin.i used to drink to take away emotional pain that i could not deal with in the waking hours yet when i see my mum drunk and falling over i just want her to stop. the sad thing is its going to have to be your mums choice to be strong and try to get back on the right road, i know your hurting at the moment, all you can do is try to support her the best you can, i hope things turn out ok hugs and love x
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